Are those just words? // ♥ zaimahcrash.

In the end.

2009-06-27T23:07:00.005+08:00

Skate: believe in Fate.

I fell in love with the beach;

.. all over again :)

AND OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ANOTHER WEEK OFF MEANS OMGOMGOMG!

MORE SLEEP.
MORE LAUGH.
MORE OUTINGS.
MORE FOOD.
MORE TALK.
MORE SLEEP.
I just repeated myself, didn't I?

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Red handed.

2009-06-27T13:46:00.002+08:00

You disgust me.

Making me believe all your pathetic little shit.
But; not anymore, my "Good"friend :)

Young girl, don't cry.

2009-06-22T21:10:00.004+08:00

"Don't you miss who you used to be?"

How am i?

I've been having bewildering thoughts wandering around in my mind. Colliding with one another and I'm not speaking on behalf of one thought if you noticed the "s". The uncountable astounding nights out with the people who makes me laugh just can't seen to overcome my "blue-flunk" feelings, it keeps coming back eventhough how hard I try to push it away, to block my mind from thinking about it [ inserts equal sign and an opening bracket here ] At one time my heart wants me to be happy, and at one point, it brings me down, unexpectedly. My heart is not broken, I'm not quite sure if it is. It's like in a moment of time, you are beyond happy, and just one, one thought encounter your mind, your whole state of mind suddenly accomodate. How it confuses me so much, because something in me is upset. Could it be love? Because no, no, I am not in love. How can I be? am I?

It's a silly thing how Love can twist your heart, your head, your mind and your feelings. How one thought it was the source to happiness, but it is what makes you cry in the end. It is what makes you laugh but upsets you in the end. It is a word one uses but doesn't actually know the real meaning to it, and after all that, it becomes just a word. How one can love to love, but in the end complains and hate love. How love can change one life but in the end realised, you are still on the same path. How you thought it was because of love why you cherish a person, but in the end it's just a word, a very strong word to use that might hurt the significant other. Maybe you thought it's not love, because you think, if it's love, then why is it hurting me, why is it so painful. How love can actually be the meaning to lyour ife, but in the end you realised that it's all....... empty.

So.. tell me, what is love? Because..
I don't know where to begin Or where to go from here?

My mind is too stubborn to be devoted to what my heart says.

... and now I have no more interest in carring on the sentence.

Thats how I am doing;

all hearts are meant to be broken.

( P/s: I still care. )

[Inserts heart in an empty jukebox]

2009-06-07T20:06:00.003+08:00

Sabino-

Albert Camus once wrote: "Blessed are the hearts that can be bend. They shall never be broken."

But I wonder;
If there is no breaking, then there is no healing.

And
If there is no healing, then there is no learning.

And
If there is no learning then there is no strugle.

But
Struggle is part of life.

....... so must all hearts be br♥ken?

What you never try..

2009-06-01T19:02:00.002+08:00

you will never succeed.

So take a chance, because you won't know where the next miracle comes from.

Biggest smile to: Azy, zaeem Omarali, zaim Kifrawi, Nazura Shahri and Ummi ! for making me believe that everything is going to be allllllllll-right. ♥

someday, one day.

2009-05-06T20:34:00.003+08:00

There she goes again.

ON HIATUS FOR MID-YEAR EXAMS! :(
BE BACK IN JUNE!
Em- ai - ass- ass me.
.....naaaaaaaaaat.

And I swear, you're just like a pill.

2009-05-03T12:51:00.009+08:00

Will miss - - Always&Forever!

I bet ( twenty bucks ) you sweethearts-- cors, excluding the people who ill wills me; have been checking up on my blog, to see if i've updated or not. Once.. or twice at least! ;)

Just a quick update:
Sooooooooooo. How am I? Ouh! Been Great. But that won't stay for long, as i have to brood over and "albatross" myself for the upcoming mid-year exam. Oh, sad face for that! :( This post will not be interesting, as I'll be talking about school. What is there to tell? High-school is finally coming to an end. Fk that, bickering much? That is if I am using the right word. I'm not ready to step out, and face the real world. Big siiiiiiiiiiiiighz. But the fact that I'm leaving all the childish drama is a good thing, as I'm not going to chip on my shoulder about it.

It is really difficult to be parted with the people I love next year. Not just next year, years to come. Probably, half of the crowd will be leaving soon. It might sound exaggerating, but when in 9 years time will we meet again? After stepping out into the real world. I don't think there's much time anymore, and the fact that I am SURE that not all of us will be living in the same place. For all you know, some foreign number will be buzzing my phone and goes like, " Zaaaaimah! I'm in New York now, got a job here, planning to stay.. for good!" I know it's ahead of time to talk about this, but I realize that times do fly by very quickly, before you know it, these lovers of mine will start to disappear into achieving a great life, day by day. It feels like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Noooooot that I'm saying going to college is a bad thing buuuuuut you know, high school feels so much better and safer :( Guess i have to put an effort like the rest of them now. Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez! Yesterday, I was in primary one. Today, I'm finally graduating from high school which has been my dream for years. When it finally came, it hits me that it hurts to leave!

In eight. night. ten. years time!
How will Gette be doing after she has graduated from College/university? Will Jia chee be married and be in Hong Kong anytime after she has succeeded being a geologist/pharmacist? Will I be able to hug Jason and Mark IF they happen to be married already? Will Chien be a housewife, married to some damnrich man? How about Serene Seah, will she still be the whining-all-day girl after finishing her studies in Canada/India? Will Karabel be teaching my children in 10 years time? Adeline with her successful life, and still being the founder of siauginazx. Will Hong wee and his prodigious skills of being a golfer still be anywhere near us? Or Won Fah with all his smart brains and doing only God-knows-what in the future. And the rest.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh it sucks to grow up:(

Definitely will miss High-school, chewing the teachers out ( big laugh ) , growing up together - - especially!

AND to add the cherry on top!

P/s: Shahnazurawaty And Nafisatul Munawarah, reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemember our pinky promise k! i miss you both.

♥z!

and now i realise.

2009-04-05T21:17:00.002+08:00

i don't need a man
to
make me believe in love
again.

In the end.
All i need is;
my friends.

and i'm complete.

if you're fat, what am I:p

2009-03-14T13:16:00.004+08:00

"I don't give a shit if I'm putting on weight; Because what the hell. I'm happy!"

"Nazuwow-Zaimah" 's another awesome late night conversation.
After, so,
so,
so,
long:(
miss you-

janji to
blog soon x

loving you.

2009-02-15T20:56:00.004+08:00

"i love you"

And this is for both of them who makes me believe that love do exist:

I spent my Valentine's on the Hospital's bed.
I won't type-it-down,
because.
I might sound "exaggerating"
How i wish, i was there
to celebrate
with the rest of the-
Crowd.
I'll be back on my feet soon though :)

15Things I've learnt this year:-

1. Your lungs is very important.
2. Love you bestfriend/Goodfriends, as much as your family.
3. Clean up your mess. Cause no one is going to clean it up for you.
4. Finish off what you've started. Cause' if you don't; you'll regret it somehow.
5. True love do exist ( you just have to search real deep. )
6. You can only count your true friends with your ten fingers.
7. Music helps you clear your mood swings, and create nostalgia.
8. Love back the people who loves you.
9. Appreciate life, even though it gives you up's and down's.
10. Learn to let go, even though it hurts.
11. Everything happens for a reason. Everything.
12. Smile, be nice; how you treat people, that is how you get treated back.
13. Sometimes, people deserves a second chance. Learn to say sorry, and forgive.
14. Don't lie, it gets you into trouble. Or otherwise, make you cry somehow.
15. Always remember to say "i love you" to the people you love. Because you won't know when's the last time you're going to see that person.

i.miss.all.of.you:(
and,
i
miss
you.

this is love

2009-01-27T08:51:00.004+08:00

Abdul looks funny here :-)

This is (L)

Our Birthday Girl. i love you:)

Fly-- up, up, and away!

I'M BACK.
Back:
-to blog.
-from Singapore.
-in Goo'OlBru.
-for good ( not that this make sense?:P )

Not much happened lately,
and yez.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
And i can't wait for another hell of a night ( yes, Nazura? )
homigod, i cannot describe!
Not that i want to share, anyway.
ha-aha-ha-ha-ah-haa

School-- well, school.
February is going to be a busy month,
actually,
the whole year.
you won't be seeing much of this face,
bold the "this face"
after February.
I won't be out, or anywhere else.
except places where there is education,
and ofcourse,
school :-(

What's new party-people?
Update me.
Call me, message me.
It's a relief to finally meet my bestfriend,
after my disappearance for a week.
Relief sigh.
make me laugh,
smile,
joke,
inside joke,
burp,
fart,
love,
hate,
i'm outta here:)

(bold, underline, itallic the word in your imagination)
luuuurz youz.

magic nose

2009-01-06T18:59:00.003+08:00

Only 2 Girls out of 9,890,876,209,381,980
and
blah.blah.blah,
knows the secret to my nose.
LAU BRIDGETTE AND LEE JIA CHEE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.
Whistle-whistle-whistle:P

gatta-run.
losa-works!
love you ♥

be shock :-)

2009-01-04T11:31:00.004+08:00

[ inserting picture of Zaimah smiling ]
WAZAP!

yes, i cut my hair.
i.did.i.did.
well ilikeit.
only the front part,
the back=long like my normal hair.
people, say,
i look, cuter :(
fatter, in other words?
nothing, much, tough.
but,
i know,
some people
loved my old hair.
NEW YEAR, NEW CHANGE!
roite roite roooite wroieth? :D
and to the people in school,
NO!
i'm not going to post picture.
guess you have to wait..
until.
TOMORROW:P
♥

don't miss me fukadoodle:)

2008-12-31T14:10:00.009+08:00

"aaaaaaaaaaah hahaaaaaaaaaaaa"

(11:35 AM) [M].:	usually, new years would be the day when we all get excited, now it's just.. a-new-year.
(11:36 AM) Aimi:	awu..
(11:36 AM) Aimi:	dull..

So.
Happy, happy,
New.Years.Everyone!

Just another year,
with alot of promises,
that'll be left undone.
Last day of 2008,
and for me,
I'm leaving everything behind,
and making a new chapter of life.
Pushing away all the people who, fucked with my head,
leaving all the doubts i have,
leaving all the worries,
leaving the thoughts,
leaving the shits people had given me,
leaving the feeling of why-i-bother-why-you're-so-pms-ish,
and just leaving the why-zaimah-bother-to-be-happy-when-all-that-she-received.is.piece.of.crap.
so,
screw this year,
i'm ready for
2009!

And happy advance birthday,
to my Best-friend, Gette!
i love you too, too, much ♥

Lau BridGette!

2008-12-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

OFCOURSE I.MISS.YOU:(

i feel like shit, lately.
i miss you.
i miss having to see you, everyday.
i miss school, and getting to walk to the back.
everything is not in place, right now.
everything is fallin' apart.
everyone's actin' weird around me.
and everything feels awkward to me.
people,
places,
everything.
i seriously don't want to-not-be-happy.
:(

by serene gee

2008-12-26T15:15:00.003+08:00

1) Do you think you're hot? i have my times.
2) Upload your favourite picture of you.

3) Why do you like that picture?
I look happy in both. and it's the latest picture i took.
4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
had it delivered, last two nights.
5) What's the last song you listened to?
Please be mine.
6) What are you doing right now besides this?
Watching One Tree Hill :D
7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
M?

People I tag :
1) Azy
2) Gette
3) Nazurawr!
4) Natacia
5) Bilaay

8) Who is number 1?
-my other half.
9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
-Khalis, cors!
10) Say something about number 5.
-MY sexy thing.
11) How about number 4?
-MY partner in crime:)
12) Who is number 2?
-my bestfriend.
13) Say something about the person who tagged you.
- Qayum's HAHAHAHAHA

<3!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.

2008-12-26T11:21:00.004+08:00

Last year,
i
got
what
I
want
:D

did.you.get.what.you.want?
Merry, merry, Christmas everyone!

(4:24 AM) zaimah. {crapfuk:can i have you for xmas please?:)
(4:25 AM) nathan johnson:Hahaha but baby Im already yours remember

fkthis,
i miss Nazura:(
and def,
i miss Natacia!
COME BACK:(

:( :( :( :( :( :'(

Same old news.

2008-12-21T23:38:00.004+08:00

First, you talk shit.
Then, you don't.
Then, you talk shit again.
And act like i don't know.
All, so friendly,
innocent.
BULLLLLSHIT.
want to play dumb?
Awuh-ke.
Applause!
wow.wow.wow.

i.wanna.be.like.CORY.KENNEDY :)
Judge, sure.
Love, me.

Nostalgia.

2008-12-18T21:02:00.006+08:00

Ah-yuuuh-bak-den'

Haven't updated for yonks,
miss me already?
Hope so.

I went through my old-dusty-books;
where I used to scribble on em'.
And i found a page,
which.
reminds.
me.
of.
something.
checkitoutz.

"F.200:)Seven.

x Have you ever love someone and you never get the chance to say you're sorry?
x Have you ever forgive a person, but when you turn back, you can't?
x Have you ever feel the feeling of being alone?
x Have you ever feel, when you look up, they're not there for you anymore?
x Have you ever feel like changing the past?
x Have you ever wish that you shouldn't h'been their friends just so that you wouldn't hurt them?
x Have you ever wish that you would just walk away just so you wouldn't spoil everything?
x Have you ever wish to have em' back, but when you look back, you can't?
x Have you ever feel like letting go because you don't feel right?
x Have you ever feel like letting go, because you thought it would make you feel better?
x Have you ever wish you can rewind back the hands of time?

.... Have you?

Rainbows&rainfalls; what we are all about.
brcause, you make me smile all the way.
dark nights, teddy geiger&webcams.
OH;
chelsea, i remember.
funny, one centimetershort, so WHA! yes? :D
will your heart be mine;
we-taw-ded, i miss you.
forever?
x"
yes, i might forget what some parts was about,
(ENGLISH ERROR EVERYWHERE, KAN NAZURAAAAA?:P)
original's be'ah.
but,
thas what i wrote!

i miss my bestfriend :(
i miss school,
i miss friends.

I MISS ALL THE FUN!

How is EVERYONE doing?
i see my tagboard dead! WHY.
i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuush you all ♥

2008-12-03T12:28:00.003+08:00

"BAAAAAABIES!"

Tagged by: Azy Zaini ♥

RULES

#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.

#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.

#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.

Love, (your name).

P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you).

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I’ll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match

Grey - You’re a pervert

Yellow - I’m selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You’re a loser

Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kebab - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women’s clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scared

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I’ve felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we’re cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Over joyous - That I’m open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - How awful I’ve felt

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David’s tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always thought of

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?

Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig

Foosball – Silly duck

Shopping – french kisser

Indulging for food – Cranky banana

Movies – Smelly Armpits

Snacks – Horny Wolf

Snooker – Tiny nipples

Bowling – Sexy grandmother

Outdoor activities – Vain pot

Having a long talk – Nose picker

Taking pictures – Dumb bitch

Other – Burn yourself

Click below! to see answer : )

2008-12-03T12:11:00.002+08:00

OH GOD.
I
Just
Finished
watching
TWILIGHT.
It-is-to-die-for.
Omg,
omg,
omg
omg,
zomagagsanahabz!%$#@
I love it,
I love
the boy,
the girl,
everything.
it makes me, go:
AKSBDJJSJSS ZOMGHESSOHOTHAHAJ!
BLARGH.

....talking about being insane :)))))))))

2008-11-28T12:04:00.002+08:00

It's good to be back at home, from the, hospital.
But it still hurts:(

Tagged by: Eera-bebeh.

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

Are you male or female?
. Bitch.

Describe yourself!
. Like a Boy.

What do people feel when they're around you?
. Relax, Take it Easy.

Describe your current relationship.
. Missing you.

Where would you like to be now?
. Radar ( Say what? )

How do you feel about love?
. Desire.

What's your life like?
. Rainbows and Stuffs.

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
. Haunted ( HAHAHA! )

Say something wise.
. A dream is a wish. ( wise enough)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
. I am i said.

How would you describe yourself?
. Unreachable.

What do you like in a guy/girl?
. Piece of shit ( HAHAHA! )

How do you feel today?
. Gonna give it to ya'

What is your life's purpose?
. Bump that

What is your motto?
. Sleeping with you (ah-ma-gat )

What do your friends think of you?
. I'm not a girl, not yet a woman (?)

What do you think of your parents?
. 21 Questions.

What do you think about very often?
. A new day has come.

What is 2 + 2?
. Take my breath away ( hahahahaha )

What do you think of your best friend?
. When I see you smile.

What do you think of the person you like?
. Learning to breath ( take my breathe away?)

What is your life story?
. Stay with you.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
. Fall to pieces.

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
. Surrender.

What will you dance to at your wedding?
. Someone's watching over me (aw?)

What will they play at your funeral?
. Gone, gone, gone. ( hahahaha ouch )

What is your hobby/interest?
. Be with you.

What is your biggest fear?
. Damage forever.

What is your biggest secret?
. Come away with me.

What do you think of your friends?
. Pretty girl.

What will you post this as?
. Day after tomorrow.

XOXO.

2008-11-25T20:12:00.009+08:00

"TAG! I'm IT?"

This is for
y.o.u.
Whoever,
tagged me.
I'm doing..
whatever,
you-ave
tagged-me.

Tagged by My baby; NJ ♥

1. What's your ambition?

-To be happy all my life.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or Boyfriend?

-Friends for always.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

-hahaha ew

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

-at times.

5. Do you believe what goes around comes around?

-Karma is my favourite word.

6. Do you believe in God?

-i believe in Allah.

7. Do you believe in internal love?

-I believe in love.

8. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? (List 10)

-Makes me laugh so hard, i could cry.
-Being the lamest, just so he could make me smile.
-Be serious, when i want him-- serious.
-A shoulder to cry on-- there whenever I need him.
-Calls/Meet me through what ever.
-Someone like Joe Jonas or Ashton Kutcher or LeNardo DeCaprio.
-Or someone as sweet as Noah from Notebook:)
-Listens to my complaints, and just be there to listen.
-Loves me for who i am ( typical )
-Who's always there with me. hugs and laguna beach kisses!

9. What would the worst boyfriend be like?

-Ego.

10. What feeling do you love the most?

-Being loved. Getting hugs from the back.

11. What is your worst habit?

-Biting my nails.

12. Is there anything you want to tell the people who hate you?

-hahahahahhaa fuckkk no

13. Do you cherish every single one of your friendships?

-yessss

14. What does flying means to you?

-Freedom, reminds me of Nelly Furtado.

15. What do you currently crave the most?

-Unagi.

16. Have you ever regretted any decisions you have made? If so, briefly describe them.

-yez and hellz no i'm not tellin' you.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.

-In love with Nick Jonas and ME.

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?

-Spending time with my Bestfriends.

19. What will you become in another 10 years?

-"Ada suami yang kacak bernama Hong wee."

20. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?

-Like Peter from Heroes.

Tagged by: Izzah ♥

6 random things about me

-I bite my nails, alot.

-I can love someone really quickly, but hate someone quickly too.

-I get tummy pain after my breakfast.

-I am Cranky when I wake up from my sleep.

-I have a habit of talking-back when I dislike someone.

-I judge the book by its cover:( learning not to.

6 random things I like

-White Skater boys turns me on.

-White Sidekick.

-Joe Jonas. Lenardo De'Caprio. Ashton Kutcher.

-Something that has a peace-sign on it.

-Retro things. Something that's messy. Bracelets/Rings/Necklaces.

-Fashion. Cory Kennedy-- My Fashion-Hero.

6 random things I don't like

-I don't like fun-suckers.

-I hate people who whispers in front of my face.

-Someone who acts all sluty and bitchy infront of me.

-Pushes me.

-Noises when I need Silence.

-Someone pressing my thigh:(

6 things that make me happy

-Movies that makes me laugh, like "Liar liar."

-Having my Bestfriends around.

-Bonding times with whoever, especially ShahNazuraWaty.

-Musics that I can sing-along-too.

-Laughing and talking and keeping quiet and start laughing again.

-Inside jokes, hugs and kisses.

6 quirky things about me

-I fall out of love quickly:(

-I sneeze more than 6times in a row.

-I love biting, basically everything.

-I hug my friends, randomly.

-I swear inappropriately, and it's not nice.

-I hit people/something when I laugh, or just weirdly cover my mouth.

Tagged by NJ♥

Each blogger must post these rules.

Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.

Other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.

You must choose 10 people to give this award to and list their names at the end.

It is essential that a tag is left at their tag boards, letting them know about the award they've received.

1. I love movies that make me cry.

2. Or the ones that make me laugh so hard.

3. I love being loved and loving someone.

4. I am merry with the people around me and the circle I'm in.

5. I waste money, alot.

6. I love hugs.

7. I love kisses.

8. I am lame, and an annoying loud creature.

9. I love meaningful quotes.

10. I can be neat at times, and messy at times.

Tagged by: Azy ♥

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.

3. Post that picture with NO editing.

4. Post these instructions with your picture

5. Tag 5 people to do this.


I tag: whoever wants to do this.



Happy? :)
I hope..
so!
Goodnight.
Love
all
of
you ♥

fcuk AMYLEA

2008-11-22T20:01:00.003+08:00

IM HERE NOW!

YOU CAN GET ALL THE ATTENTION

fcuk you amylea.

[G].

booyahh (:

2008-11-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

hey, meet my new bestfriend (:

he listens to every shit i talk about (:

[G].

imissyou M ):

2008-11-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

You know what, anonymous. First I just don't bother about you, but you messing up my fucking tagboard makes me FUCKING BOTHER. Fine, you want to keep this shit going, i'll write down my fucking comebacks here, rather than at the tagboard, so it's easier for your not satisfied eyes to see. You want me to start from the beginning? I WILL. You wanted to make the world a better place, but don't you think with your words and presence, it'll make the world a worser place? well, to my world, it is. we're not interested to be in your pathetic world-peace fantasy. You're like contradicting yourself, wanting a better and peaceful place, but yet, you're the one who wants this drama going. omg, can you say pathetic? And please, i can say you're a girl, or boy, whatfuckingever. For all you know, you're just too scared to reveal yourself. I can even call you a fucktard, for all i care. If you're brave enough, come show me who you are. Wait, i don't think that'll ever happen. With your words, it's crystal clear you're just a coward to show yourself, to hide with the name "anonymous". Please lah, your mother give you name for what. Or maybe, you're just too scared to humiliate yourself? HA. you're just scared that you're going to fucking lose perhaps? Not that I care so much about what you think. How lame can you get? ME? WASTING MY FUCKING TIME TO MAKE A VIDEO FOR YOU? Please lah, even if your VAG-FACE turns rashy also i don't want lah. And what do i get by that? NOTHING. Oh wait, for the record? hahaha what did i ever do that hurt you so much? I wonder. According to what you wrote on my friend's tagboard, you say as if we hate people with birthmark? For all i know, i have a friend YASY, whom i don't at all hate, do i? oh, maybe to your eyes, we're just some people who hates people with birthmarks. hahaha how lame. Please, show me yourself, you know where to find my low-class group of girls ( atleast we're not the one who don't have a life and waste our time tagging at people's blog ) , you know we're always there for you. come on, oh god, why did i even ask you to confront us when that's not going to happen, coward bullcow. And for the record, i do not use the word "yappity" so fuckyou, bull you man. Learn me better, because from what I see, you don't even know me A BIT. And i'd love to see the girl i pushed down? is she dead by now? oh, maybe she is, that's why she can't confront us hahaha us all pushing the same girl,how fucking pathetic. So what if i'm predictable, you didn't even predict anything about me, atleast i'm not one psycho who just came out from PSYCHO-WARD. in this matter, it's so true that you're a psycho! look, just look at the way you tag. does not make sense at all, first peace then cari kelaie? please lah, don't humiliate yourself, because i will find out who you are, and i will swear to God i will fucking humiliate you. You'll not love life, and blame me for your sad pathetic childhood hahaha "anonymous: but guess what, this is fun for me and fun for you. you want drama. you got drama. i got drama. everybody's happy" ohmygod, how lame. i never said it was fun, god you need to get an eye check, if you're blind enough to see. I WROTE: i have no time for this, and i don't even bother about your pathetic little childish fight. But, you wanted more, you asked for more by not leaving my fucking life alone. God, i didn't know one post would hurt you so much? YOU WANT TO BE IN THE GROUP OF GIRLS IS IT? THEN TELL ME LAH. Maybe you know we'd reject you, with your un-cool way hahahaa yeah i'm trying to be fucking funny like you. What does our lives, our group, got anything to do with you? What can you do with our live anyway? MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE? PEOPLE DONT CHANGE BITCH. GET IT STARIGHT TO YOUR BRAIN, PEOPLE JUST DONT. unlike you, i wouldnt know, maybe psycho people can change in their little fantasy life. Don't pretend lah, that you're one level as us, and a guy lah whatfuckingever lah, if you're not gay enough, you'd show me your face! I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKING CLUE BECAUSE IVE GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO. and oh, if you're gonna say, " if you have got better things to do, why did you even reply me? " ( hahaha which is predictable, that you're not gonna stp since you're a pussy to show yourself ) is BECAUSE, uh, i don't know? you wanted drama, you got drama hahahaha just like your silly comeback please.lah. you're so obvious that you're not even from our level, so gay, bi, lesbian, omg.... that's so you! NO ACTUALLY YOURE JUST RUINING THE GAY COMMUNITY SO FUCK YOU. you don't fit in any clique so why don't you just ask me to push you down the saint andrew's bulding and just die? Just tell me the time, place, whatever. if you're not happy enough, you can even have my number! but i'm not dumb enough to give it to you. I suggest you go drink more milk, because your brain is still so childish, and just go cry to mummy, ok. Go learn for your next year's end of year exam or something, rather than refreshing, and refreshing, and turn yourself rotten. YOURE JUST ONE PATHETIC LITTLE HUMAN, I BET YOUR MOTHER REGRETTED MAKING YOU. or maybe........you're just an accident? :O who knows.

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ANYONE WANTS TO TRACK AND KILL HIM/HER?
BE MY GUEST:)

2008-11-08T10:26:00.003+08:00

BOO!
Yeah.
Start a rumour that
"Zaimah-cut-her-hair-short"
HAHAHAHA.
What-efs!

xo

2008-11-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER:)
Bold the "o-v-e-r."
4Days of rest means,
sleep.
eat.
eat.
eat.
fat, stop eating.
Godd shut up.

Yeaaaaaaah-yuh.
Proper post soon.
Talk soon!
Love.
All.
Of.
U.
:)

x Heart,
Still waiting for my best friend to update :)

2008-10-30T19:07:00.008+08:00

Why i love my Best friend?
(Some of this, you might find in the paper i gave you.)

-Update for [G].

0 - We share the same best-friend ; Mark and Jason.
1 - I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.
2-When I'm really down you cry with me.
3- I'd trust you with my life and you'd trust me with yours.
4- We have private/inside jokes.
5- We learn from out mistakes together.
6- I know your moods so well that I know exactly when to press you to tell me what's wrong- and when to leave you in peace.
8- If I'm way out of line, you tell me.And when I'm doing a good job, you tell me that too.
9- You think I'm smart, capable, clever and pretty. You're my one-woman cheering section.
10- Sometimes we're under a lot of stress and we snap at each other. We get past it.
11- You send me encouraging texts at critical moments and I send them to you, too.
12- You stop me firmly when I start apologizing for things that aren't my fault.
13 - You bring your problems to me and let me help you solve them.
14 - We don't look alike and we don't sound alike ( maybe, sometimes. )- but we think alike on all the important things and that's what counts.
15 - You make room for me in your life, even when your life is crowded and busy.
16 - I'm not embarrassed to cry in front of you.
17 - I admire your self-control: You actually think before you speak.
18 - I appreciate how you ferret out my secrets when I really want to tell you but can't quite bring myself to do it.
19 - No one else gives me the total attention you do, when I have a problem or just need to talk.
20 - I never felt that any of our arguments or disagreements would end our friendship.
21 - When I'm procrastinating hopelessly, you give me the push I need to get going.
22 - You know my dark side and I know yours. No judgments.
23 - I don't have to watch what I say when we're talking, the way I do when I'm talking with certain other people. And you know who I mean.
24 - Sometimes you give me tough love when I really need gentle love- but I know that's because you're worried about me.
25 - There are a few dicey things lurking in my past and you're the only one who knows about them- but you don't hold them against me.
26 - You love to laugh.
27 - You're better than a sister: No sibling rivalry.
28 - You laugh at my jokes. My lamest joke.
29 - You always know the right thing to say.
30 - Sometimes you don't have time for me. That might make me sad or hurt for a while, but hey, you'll be back.
31 - You're always there, even when your leg hurts to walk.
32 - One hug from you is worth 10 from any other friend.
33 - You never get clingy, but you don't mind if I occasionally do.
34 - You're an angel on my shoulder.
35 - We take pride in each other's accomplishments.
36 - We've hit a few rough spots, but with love and patience we smoothed them out.
37 - Secrets are secrets and we'd never reveal each other's.
38 - The good, the bad and the ugly- we've been through them all and we're still friends.
39 - You may misbehave, I may misbehave, but best friends accept best friends, misbehavior and all. That's how it is.
40 - We're so close it seems like we've known each other forever.
41 - You see me inside/out and still love me, anyway.
42 - We like similar things/ junk foods/ bracelets but you don't like my taste in boys.
43 - You've seen me without make up and you didn't scream.
44 - You give bad hair day sympathy.
45 - You always understand through slim and fat.
46 - We have short/long conversations with no silent places.
47 - You'd share your last piece of chocolate.
48 - You'd always find a way to make me be found when I'm lost.
49 - Because we have the corniest pick-up lines for boys.
50 - We can laugh to anything/everything and no one would get us.
51- You'll give me your frown face if you think I'm acting weird.
52 - You'd always call back through what ever.
53 - I can still run to you when it's 3 o'clock in the morning.
54 - We disagree on things, and refuse to give up but, gives up anyway, along the way.
55 - You sarcastic/snarky sense of humor keeps me laughing.
56 - We act like gaypartners, and no one would understand us but us.
57- You make me laugh so hard, even when I'm down.
58 - You are always on the lookout for my perfect guy.
59 - You tell me what's right, what's wrong, what you like or what you dislike about me.
60 - You always try your best to accompany me when ever i need you to be there.
61 - You still talk to me in class even though you have piles of works to do.
62- You don't take it personally when i'm PMsing.
63- You don't gross out if I burp or fart ( In this case, I never fart around you haha )
64- You rescue me when i'm cornered by a geek, or people I don't like.
65- After I flunk a test, I can always nag you to study harder.
66- You know all the dirt on my past guys,but you’ll never spill.
67- You asked the boy I have something with ( the boys you know, that is ) to pump about his feelings for me.
68- You don't tell me to shut up when i'm belt ing out my/your fave tune, even though my voice suckballs.
69 - If i'm late for an occasion, you'd wait for me and fill me up on the gossips.
70- I can ask you about anything, and you'd always find a way to answer my questions.
71- You are as excited as me when I nab my crush.
72- When I'm late for class, you cover up my butt.
73- When I feel ugly, you tell me I look pretty.
74- You think I look better with out make up.
75- When someone disses me, you'll always back up for me.
76- You tell me how I look in my new outfits.
77 - We cheer for each other through everything like some psychos.
78 - We call ourselves crazy but people call us Retard:p
79- You're the only one who clues me when I have spinach on my teeth.
80- You drive miles out of your way when I need a lift home.
81- You listen when I complain about my mom.
82- You always find a way to forgive me when I can't show up to any of your occasions.
83-You tell me there weren’t that many calories in the bag of Fatty foods I just ate, sarcastically.
84- When I feel flab by, you offer to go jogging with you, but i'm too lazy to go.
85- You're honest enough to admit you'd ditch me to go out with your boy (but it's only cause you know i'd do the same).
86- You treat me to eat just because.
87 - You'd throw a surprise birthday bash for me—and invites the guy ive been drooling over. ( hopefully )
88 - You'd bring 100bags of junk foods when I'm going through a break-up/ or simply when "I'm done with my guy."
89 - You're the first to know about everything and you'd always give me your opinion.
90. Even though you have a guy on Valentine’s Day, you rent a chick flick with me.
91 - I can never get bored when we have our 5 people bonding time ( including Richie-Archie-man )
92- You let me have the last bite of your cake/food— even though it’s your fave, too.
93 - You tell me to can it before I say something I’ll regret.
94- You let me buy the awesome outfit you spotted first.
95- You don’t freak out when I scratch your favorite things.
96- You teach me how to drive when everyone else is too scared ( this case, you drive, I watch. )
97- You call me when you're away on vacation to update me on almost everything.
98 -You tell me you love me even when we have an arguement.
99 - You understand my emotions when I'm corny, lame, funny, weird, freak, etc.
100 - Through everything, you'll always be my best friend no matter what.

Why do you love your best friend? :)
♥

2008-10-20T20:36:00.003+08:00

B, Itlywb:(

And until you face all the mistakes you've made, you'll never change. People don't change. But they can. They just don't because it's easier not to. We're always waiting for our lives to begin, like, figuring we'll be someone else someday.

True that.
People don't change because it's easier not to.

(L)

2008-10-19T20:58:00.005+08:00

Especially to My girls:

The people talking about "the girls" are back again? That's life.There are times when a bunch of clan misunderstand our friendships. And somehow, in the end, they say words that hurt us. Words if they repeat themselves over and over again, it'd be like, "wtf am i saying?" But, No matter how hard they try to make us fall apart, we have each other to be strong, to keep one another strong. We've been through so much, we've been through so many loathing rumors, been through serioushit fight, been through our shitiest days, happiest day. In my words, through up's and down's, highs and lows, thick and thin, fat and slim, etc. We fight, we complain shit ( like what lichien said ) about each other, we hate each other. But in the end, we run to each other for comfort, a shoulder to cry on, ear to listen, to keep our secrets, go through our biggest fear. As far as I know, we have the best friendship anyone would want to have, no matter how hard we try to clique with another crowd, we'd never clique with anyone but us. So, why make it fall apart about what people say? What comes around, goes around, what goes up, must come down, right? Although, to some people we are the shit, but no matter how they see us, we're always going to be us. And no one can ever change that. I love how we stick with each others like "gaypartners" just to sit and catch up, complain what we dislike about each other, go through our problems and try to solve it together, I just simply, love us. It's not like we have times like higschool when we step in college, right? Why not make the best of it, because if we didn't have "the girls", life wouldn't be that.......interesting. I wouldn't even bother to go to school if it wasn't for my girls. There wouldn't be morning-outside-the-class-that-pisses-kenneth-chin everyday, laugh out loud, get in trouble, talk in class, click-pens-and-fan-in-AJ's-class, never reading in library, stayback for basketball, sit in PE class to talk about life, etc. and for now, lets just listen to whatever bullcrap people want to say. No matter what we do, no matter what we say, no one is going to seperate us apart, because, we're going to be stuck together throughout these years like how we pursue each other's footsteps far and near these agedness. Though this post doesn't say much, but you get a quarter of my point and for me, that's enough for you to know. Like how we roll, " You mess with one of us, you're going to mess with the whole of us" Or "You fool one of us, the whole crowd is going to fool with you". That's just "the girls", to some people, they'd understand us.

Just like when I say, "to My girls", no matter what I do that annoys you. No matter how much trouble I caused. No matter how much you want to kill me. No matter how much dramas I gave you. No matter how much you dislike me. You are stuck with me forever, and i love how you can bare with my shit without saying a single word, and still love me nevertheless :)

No matter what, these girls would always be important to me, someone i would never abandon.
I can swear you with all my life, because i love them like no other.
They made my high-school year the best year.
And i'd never, ever, in, my, whole, entire, life,
would let you hurt them.
Because if you do, Goodluck.
I love you Gette, Karabel, Lichien, Jia Chee, Seah, Serene Gee, Adeline and Armilda.

2008-10-19T13:57:00.003+08:00

KAWAII
"CHING CHONG!"

Posting the circle gathering pictures up soon.
Exam,
shit.
Very soon.
Gotta study,
but,
i'm
so
laaaaaaaaaaaaazy.
AH,
on hiatus x

2008-10-17T19:13:00.004+08:00

"RAYA-FEVA ! "

"White people style of open-house"

Venue: My place ( Text me for address. )
Date/Day: Saturday night. 18thOctober2008.
Time : Welcome anytime after 6:)
Dress code: Baju kurong/ girls. Baju Melayu, or, something smart/boys.

Ps: Bring food. /Drink will be provided by me.
Games, entertainments, board games, cards -- BRING!

Pps: Bring enough cash to gamble.

GUEST LIST / CIRCLE :
1. Lau- Bridgette
2. Mark
3. Jason
4. Bernard
5. Li chien
6. Serene Seah
7. Serene Gee
8. Lee Jia Chee
9. Hong Wee
10. Richmond
11. Lester
12. Ryan
13. Karabel
14. Armilda
15. Adeline
16. Fon Yih
17. Sherard
18. Won Fah ( whom rejected me hahaha )
19. Chee Hou
20. -

CONTACT ME IF YOU WANT TO JOIN US:)
As soon, as, possible, please.
RSVP: 8679398.

Will be waiting,
ciou x

fcuked up.

2008-10-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

school hav just been typical school.. drama all around and shitss but NOW school is diffrent alrdy! ME and MY FRIENDS cant really talk iin class! stories now.. this DUMB ASS group of pussies had to go and complain. shes like saying its only 4 of us who made the class distracted or smething. wtf? THEY MAKE IT SOUND LIKE THERE IS ONLY FOUR PPL IN CLASS. screw it. then yesterday was evn FUNN-ER! the 2nd CHOISE PROUD FREAK had to write names who ''DISTRATED'' the class! and guess what? my name was there and ''HE/SHE'' wrote my name like dis Bridgette- shouted across the class during BM. someething like dat.. better yet HIS BESTFRIEND actually asked him to pass THE NAME saying ''DO IT, ITS YOUR JOB''-asking him to give names! and to play a fair game ''HE/SHE'' had to put ONE OF THEIR GANG MEMBER'S name in the list too. duddee man. WHY DO YOU CARE IF I SHOUT OR NOT? THE TEACHER DIDNT EVEN SCOLD ME OR MY FRIENDS. pls la. EVERYONE WAS LIKE DISCUSSING ABOUT DEBATE. its not like no everyone was quiet right? AND i only said '' IM GOING TO OWN YOU'' is dat shouting? mayb in your point of view it is!

HIS/HER BESTFRIEND ASKED HIM TO DO HIS JOB ''MAYBE'' its bcse she HATES ME? jus bcse the GUY she was ''PRETENDING'' to b with didnt want her anymore? BUT WHY HATE ME? wtf? ITS NOT I WANT YOUR GUY RIGHT? hes my BESTFRIEND. for fuck sake! i still remember theres one time when you USED to date him, i avoided him but you asked me ''PLS, BE FRIENDS WITH HIM, YOURE FRIENDSHIP IS WORTH IT and blah blaah (all your crap)'' but when im back with him you get all MENTAL like a DUMBASS! all you do is COMPARE MY FRIENDSHIP WITH YOURS! pls la. i dont go smacking my BESTFRIEND'S ass! im just close to HIM and you get all JEALOUS. when you wanted to leave my BESTFRIEND he begged to stay but still you PLAYED TO HARD TO GET. wtf la. GO EAT MY SHITT. then now when hes TIRED of YOU, you acted SO DAMN PITYFUL and started to bring in ALL YOUR LIFE PROBLEM. and even say ''pls, give me ONE MORE MONTH, co-operate with me''

WHAT?!? are you reading this blog and feeling like im refering to YOU? well, I'M REFERING TO YOU! always act so DAMN INNOCENT like nothing is wrong? pls la. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. STOP SUCKING UP TO TEACHERS, STOP THINKING YOUR ENGLISH IS SOOOO GOOD, STOP WANTING REVENGE just move one with your EMO-SI life. if you WUDNT WANT TO STOP EVERYTHING AND MOVE ON, I PROMISE YOU I WILL PLAY THE GAME WITH YOU. but if you just MOVE ON WITH LIFE, i wud do the same thing. if dats how you want to ROLE.

NOW, youre making me HATTEE youre '' GANG, DAT SMILES?'' smile, smile my ass la!
if you knw who im refering to THEN ITS GOOD!

i LOVE you BESTFRIENDS.

love [G].

2008-10-15T19:13:00.003+08:00

I dare you.

( Forgive me, my loving reader for my foul language. )

"Over man, over!"

I do not normally take this cast of shits seriously. But, when you fool with my friends, and when you know you crossed the line. You know perfectly well that you pissed me off already. Yes, you can mess with me once or twice, but do know I am not some one you want to mess with or play a fool at. When you piss me off, you're making me hate you even more, which i assumed you don't bother cause you're just one brainless little prick. You're into yourself, so into yourself, which s a total turn off. And a fake? Oemjez, i think so too. So. Here is for you, since you wanted everyone to shit about you, by the way you talked. We didn't in any way, ever, said, a word, about you. But, since you made us sound like we're some messed up circle, so here you go. We'll be one messed up circle, just for you. But one thing for sure, we'd never go as low as you. I get you, I get your life. No one would understand you but yourself, which is sad. Very. I don't "understand" you. You went psycho, or were always a psycho? But whatever it is that you're going through, stop putting us into so many shits. your shits. just, stop. Stop being a two-faced, stop being nice, or in my words, fake, to my people and start pulling them away from us. Twisting and adding words, damn, you're good at this. You can really play this game, but karma has always been my word. So, best of luck cause karma is always around the corner for you. I can't believe that you possessed a woman/lady, way older than you, treating her like your dog. Make her do everything you say. You should know you're not even that big, you're just like us, but lower. Don't think you have the brains, or what-ever. We're not the one creating dramas, if you really open up your eyes and see, it's you yourself, looking for drama from us. Your words, the words that came out from your mouth and your action, it's all crystal clear. But for now, I seriously do not fucking care what you're going to do, as for me, I have a life. And my life does not include being a psycho. And no, I didn't write all of these because I wanted to or I had to, it's because you made me. And cause my mother taught me not to, lets not share it with you. So, be fucking thankful that I am nice here, well a little nice. Well whatfuckingever.

I'm sorry you lost the girl/boy you loved. I'm sorry people loved me better than they loved you, that's because I know them way better than you do. So fuck, bull you, get a life :)

"I'll be fucking rewriting this fucking thing when I have the fucking mood to write like this.
I'm going to get you so bad on my next post.
So fuck you, I don't need your comebacks, or I don't need you to come to me and asks me whether the person I'm talking about its you. You know yourself, if you have ever done any shits like the above stated, obviously it's you then, no?"

2008-10-14T18:57:00.003+08:00

NAH.

ONE OLD F.U.G.L.Y PICTURE

I'm going to blog, soon. very, very, soon. probably, tonight? Wait for it. WAIT FOR IT, WAIT. WAIT:)

2008-10-08T18:47:00.000+08:00

List 20 friends or anyone you know, and write the first word that comes to your mind when you think of them.

1. Lau Brid-Gette- Bef shrwen
2. Jason Tew- Kawan Good
3. Mark Jay Lim Pamintuan- The craziest x
4. Tey Li Chien- Ravishing Giant:p
5. Serene Seah- Big suck up hahaha
6. Lee Jia Chee- Ching chung
7. Serene Gee- mixed
8. Adeline Liew- A sister
9. Karabel- My B
10. Young Hong Wee- RASHY-VAG-FACE hahaha
11. Fon Yih- aLways marah
12. Won fah- Babyface
13.Azy Zaini- Heart <3
14. Sherard- "Bestiiiiiiiiiiiiie!"
15. Nazura - Attractive
16. Nafisa- Bombdigity
17. Badul- total bitch love face
18.Chiun yiun- Adorable
19. Ryan- bimbo!
20. Armilda- beautiful

"It's better to have a circle whom you can trust, rather than having tons of friends who's going to stab you at the back in the end." - mama.

2008-10-06T19:16:00.003+08:00

I miss all of them.
I love all of them!

My post will make someone feels like shit afterwards, or make someone question themselves. Or whatever. I do not want to care what you think and after you read this, I don't want to fucking entertain your doubts and catechize. I don't know why I'm so fucking choleric, indignant, mad, hot under the collar, however you want to put it, these past few days. I am so, fucking, mad that I want, to, strangle, the.shit.out.of.you. Maybe some people are meant to be left untrusted, maybe some are just born to fucking lie. fucking diss. fucking choose someone over someone. fucking be a betrayer. fucking immature. and fuck, if you think i'm blind enough to see that you only want me to be around you when you don't have your friends around you. bullshit. you only need me to do you a favour, or perhaps, when you get lonely and you want somebody to throw your angerness at? but you know what, i don't care about your shits anymore. don't even care about me bothering about your little lies, cause i don't bother to beguile your tergiversatory. i just don't.

On hiatus until......... God knows when.
Be back in November x

i miss you bestfriend ):

2008-09-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

hey babygirl,

how are things in brunei? heard you were all EMO-ed now! ): why arent you there near your computer? are you alrgght? YOU TAKECARE over there k? ill be back in few days time. I LOVE YOU.

imissyou,badly ):

love, [G].

2008-09-25T04:49:00.002+08:00

A four word post:

MA, I MISS YOU. ♥

--COME BACK ALREADY :(

2008-09-19T00:53:00.004+08:00

As simple as that.

i miss you.

i miss you. and. i miss you.

and definitely,
i miss my Mister Nathan.

--i miss school. i miss everyone.
i miss Abang! and i miss you.

2008-09-12T09:33:00.002+08:00

I am a Gang-star.
Laugh.

Morning the world over. Here, I am again. Typing down on the order of my monotonous life, or you can say, humdrum existence. I'll be back to fasting on....Saturday. I've been munching since the second day of puasa. Marcus flew off to United-Kingdom a few hours back. And off to France next few weeks. I'll assume that he'll be carrying back, at least, one hundred grams of cheese for me. ( shut up kus:p )

Anyway.
If you sweets want to spot me today,
you'd possibly see my visage,
around, Alliance Francaise.
Or around Kiulap.
and
Bandar.
Smile.

I don't want to boring you with the world's nonsense.
So here.
I stole this from a friend,
Farid. --,

*RED*

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
' neh.
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?
' um, Seah i must say hahaaaa ( but in a funny way, O'course! )
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
' yes.
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
' no. apprehensive to strangers.
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell/scream?
' both!

*ORANGE*

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party?
' yep.
2. Are you easily excited?
' hahahaha amused too.
3. What event is coming up that your most excited about?
' Parties ( Friends, New years, you get the picture. ) and..........raya.
4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
' Semua.
5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
' hahahaha yay me.
6. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
'

*YELLOW*

1.NAME?
' Zai'emah Thul Ibrah Zaini.
2. Where were you born?
' Good'Ol Bru.
3. What's your main goal in life?
' " Sepuluh tahun dari saya, saya akan mempunyai suami yang kacak bernama Hong Wee" Hahaaaaaaa!
4. Do you want to have children?
' yes, i do.
5. How do you want to die?
' Let Allah decide.

*GREEN*

1. Do you like this colour?
' Yes.
2. Gay Marriage?
' Why not.
3. Lowering the drinking age?
' Oh sure.
4. Capital Punishment?
' Especially to...........perverts!
5. Abortion?
' Depends.
6. Recycling?
' Of course.

*BLUE*

1. What was your latest dream?
' I was running up a hill in winter. ( :O Are you calling me fat? )
2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
' Um, out of my circle.
3. Have any of your dreams come true?
' Dejavu.
4. Do you usually remember your dreams?
' At times.
5. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?
' Tons of weird drems, actually.

*PURPLE*

1. Straight, Gay, Bi?
' I can be whatever you want me to be, wink. Okay, I'm straight but I love Blair Waldorf.
2. Do you have a bf/gf?
' I'm good.
3. Do you have a crush?
' Ashton kutcher. aaaaaaaarawr.
4. Who is the best "hugger" that you know?
' Circle of friends.
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
' But that's silly!
6. Have you ever been in love?
' Once. But he was short, you get the picture, it didn't work out.
Hahaaaaa.

I'm hungry.
I need to eat,
Have a wonderful day, big love.
Outta here x

"My bestfriend say if someone types using dots instead of space,
theyre being "mummy" hahaaaa."

2008-09-07T20:33:00.004+08:00

Calls me crazy,
Still
my
"bezzybestie"

"Chronic-ally" , I'm all left companion-less in this dumbstruck house. I've got two choices; snooze off or abandoned this 'twenty-first century way of communicating' and start using my brain, hold a pencil/pen, start writing the responds to the questions given by teachers, and all will be "au fait". I've noticed that I've been platitudinously the word and. Shall learn to stop using it. NO. yes. no. yes. no. no. fk you, shut up spoiled brat.

SCRATCH THE ABOVE.
Damn the boring post.
I am not
not
not
a big fan of writing,
ESSAY.
Thats why,
I.type.enter.type.enter.
"YA GETS!"

SO,
What the hell.
Here,
if you're interested to know.
T.o.d.a.y;

x. I woke up at Seven-sharp. But, my lousy eyes took me back to "dream-land."
x. Woke up again, at Twenty to Eleven, in the morning ofcourse.
x Watched "what happened in Vegas" plus, "Angus, thongs, and perfect Snogging"
x. Ate lunch at twelve.
x. Nap after that.
x. Woke up at one dot ten.
x. Bath and Got ready.
x. Went to Maths Tuition: two to half-past four.
x. Off to Mrs Manik at four fourty.
x. Reached home at 6:30.
x. Ate Dinner.
x. Internet, the whole night.

And,
now.
Why the hell am I writing all this for,
this.is.plain.boring.
boring.
so, so, boring.

I'm out, and back to my seventh-of-September-boring-night.
Drinking "bandung"
Nyum x

2008-09-05T19:23:00.003+08:00

Drunk-face much?

OH.
OH.
OH.
OH.
GUESS WHAT I JUST FOUND OUT.
I JUST FOUND OUT,
THAT SOMEONE HAS BEEN READING,
MY BLOG.
Q.u.i.e.t.l.y.
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit,
Am I famous or what?
OMGFUCKITYAKXJABDHWJNMAJNX
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(okay,
to some people,
you might not get what I'm saying.)

Shit,
keep talking about me.
Again,
learn your quotes,
like they say,
"you're just making me famous"
OR.
better,
"you talk about me, cause i'm the dope, you're the trash."

Guess what my label is?
A "wind-ner"
What's yours?
Huge-Gigantic-Smile.
By now,
some one should feel "terasa".

--P.s. I fucked your head bad enough, didn't I?
Sweet mother of God,
I feel sorry for you.

2008-09-05T06:57:00.003+08:00

Pei Wei TAGGED me.
( I tagged myself actually hahaaaaaaa )
Okay,
I just sounded so sad.
ANYWAY;

01. Would you fart inside an elevator?
- If I have to, why not hahaaaaa.

02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?
- Move on. Go out, live life to its fullest.

03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP?
-Okay, sure.

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- At times. but. I'll go with the flow.

05. What's your ideal lover like?
- Told ya don't know anything about love, yet.

06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
-Both.

07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
-Maybe.

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-Make a.........move? wait, no moves on someone who's attached. - According to Christine (Big smile.)

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
- Yeah. I think you know what.

10. What do you want most in life?
-

11. Is being tagged fun?
-You can always ignore it.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
-Screwed. ( My bestfriend doesn't like my taste, anyway haha )

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
- My awesthume circle of friends.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- She's nice. All i know, she can get pretty serious at times. And.... stand for what's right.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
-single and rich hahaha stupidity alert.

16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?
- Depends, depends.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
- If he's the one, then, why not.

18. Define LOVE.
- Indescribable.

19. Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?
- Milk.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
- hahahaaaaaaaaa.

--- I TAG YOU.

2008-09-05T06:37:00.003+08:00

No her, no me.
No me, no her.
So,
We're "couple-bestfriend"
hahahahaha.

You did not hear it from me.
This is damn funny.
Click here and READ.
Tuesday. September04.

Ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Now,
I have to laugh at the lousy "spammers" ( I was once given this name, boo --" )
who is spamming,
my boy-best-friend,
Bryantozozo.

-- I hate being a nasty bitch,
but you turned me into one.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ;
M.o.i.

2008-09-04T18:58:00.005+08:00

You mess with them.

We mess with you.
I mess with you.
Boo-Hoo.

I fucking had a drama.
In school.
Drama.
Drama.
Drama.

But,
Since i'm so fking nice.
TOO NICE, In this case.
I will not "blurgh" it out,
and let the whole world know.

AND HEY-HOE-HEY,
And guess who became speechless?
NEWS FLASH.
It was not me.
ha ha haaaaaa.
Little girl,
go cry to your mummy now,
o.k.a.y? :)

Tip #1: It's not cool to make up shits about some girl who used to date the guy you are currently dating. and denying every little bit of it when she wants to know the truth.

Tip #2: It's not cool to act so big, to talk so big, when action is not going to be done. Or even better, replying "bravely" after you got confronted ( In this case, when you fking lose. )

Tip #3: When you fail to win, stop trying too hard to be a "warrior" and make up lies to win, when you have no one to be there for you, not even the "boy-of-your-life". For all you know, she has her friends right by her side.

Tip #4: Be thankful that she's not going to embarrass you further at a public-diary. and better yet, keep the whole drama to herself and not typing it down.

Tip #5: If you know you're going to lose. SUCK ON IT, GIVE UP. you know what they say, " once a loser. always a loser :) "

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
M.E.

P/s: I love my girls. my friends. my crowd. the world. who is always there for me. x

2008-09-02T23:12:00.004+08:00

There are times, in life, when you have to face, something harrowing, something distressing, something in the end, we have to let go, yet so painful. Death of our loved ones. I faced this similar situation, few weeks ago. The world disappears when all that I had in mind was you, gone. Forever. I tried to keep my tears together, but when I saw you, I couldn't help it. It's weird, not having you around when I come over to "bukit". It's weird, not saying, " Mana Ma uncu? Ada ya?" I'm stronger, because of you each day. I missed you, some how. Now, Friends kept me strong, and I thank them. I, now, am healing a little by little. I attached to my mind that She is in a better place now. And like a friend said, I should let her go happily. I should pray for her as i know she's up there, safe in God/Allah's hand, watching over me. I still hear you, at times. I still think about you. I still see your figure. I still see your face. I still pray for you. Although, we were not that close. You're my flesh and blood. And I love you, just like the rest of them. I love you with all my heart. ( I shouldn't go any further, as the rest of you, my friends, would know the reason why. )

Last month, you looked gleeful and so, hale and hearty. Last week, I had a terrible breakdown of facing reality, facing the fact that i have to see you for the last time. Last few days, I found out you had cancer and you suffered, for months. Last few minutes, I thought of you and cried again, I came to realize that I should have took the chance in getting to know you better.

For you, up abuv!
I miss you,
Ma uncu.

Al-Fatihah. ---25thAugust2008.
4:oo pm.

2008-08-29T14:12:00.004+08:00

i have my crazy moments

3 GOLDEN RULES:-

• State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself

• The 10 people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.

• No tag backs (:

1. I have a thing for biting, basically, everything.
2. I take at least one hour to get ready for school.
3. I have a disease, laughing hysterically ( I have the ugliest laugh, trust me. )
4. I still think i have the most awesthumest friends anyone would want to have.
5. I don't know what love actually means, yet. ( soon, soon. )
6. I clique with someone fast ( depends if I like them ) . But if I don't like someone, I show it.
7. I usually crave for something, like crazy. But when I get over it, I totally get over it.
8. I am a spoiled brat ( according to Azy and Seah ) who wants to own everything.
9. I am lame. I can make you go, " OHMIGOD ZAIMAH, SO LAAAAME! " ( No, seriously. )
10. Nazura is still my life-saver, even after 200years.
11. I think I can win Miss Fatty First-Place.
12. I am a drama-queen ( According to Bryantozozo )
13. I sneeze for at least, more than 5 times in a row.
14. I love people who dresses fancy.
15. I don't read, but I have more than 50books.

Not.so.interesting.
Yes! I'm back.
Halu.

P/s: I tag-

1. Lau Brid-Gette.
2. ShahNazurawaty.
3. Ka Iza.

And those who owned a blog, and is reading this :)

Enjoy-writing-craps!

2008-08-22T22:26:00.005+08:00

Foremost-Pal.

It's 1:12am to be frank. Stated, I should be on hiatus. But, I'm on my study-break. 10minutes won't hurt a bone. I am afraid I am lost on what I should be doing now, should I let my eyes stay wide open, or should I go to bed ( comfy as tonight is raining and cold ) , or should I open my book and be an exemplary girl. ( bare with me for just a few more nonsense. ) Hopefully, my "burn-the-midnight-candle" will be all godsend by the end of the flame burning, by the end of the wax dripping. I've been trying my best to consume everything into my brain, but my brain is too stubborn to accept it, or perhaps, my mind fancy rejections. I haven't start any decent reading on MIB, yet. Or consumed enough knowledge for physics, and that goes to Accounting as well. I'm not worried for English, although I'm sure it'll be bleak, as usual. But, hopefully, hopefully, I'll do fine. My eyes aren't tired, I think it's the amount of coffee I drank a few hours back. And now, I'm writing bull to the whole world. Bunch and bunch, full and full, lots and lots, cluster and cluster, bundle and bundle of craps that sooner or later, will bore the world. Part of me, is excited to attend school in a few hours, but, part of me hopes, assessment test will be abolished due to the strain the teachers are giving students now. due to the piles of lines we, students, have to/must memorize. Just, pray all will be a total virtue, eh? Enough about school.

Wordy? I think so too.
I shall now head back to my best friend ( yes, that would be my physics book. ) And a Good morning to Marcus, if you're reading this. And to the rest of the world. Hopefully, i will be able to entertain you tomorrow. Hopefully.

Big big, love, / devotion,

Aku.

2008-08-22T18:19:00.003+08:00

Dear my lovers, I promise to be an active blogger as soon as my assessment test is over. Therefore, you can shoot me if I do not keep my promise. I'll be having test on accounting tomorrow, which I assumed to be failing, due to the teacher that teaches me that subject ( he must've cursed me enough by now.) Thanks to myself, for being a total bitch. And thanks to him, for not being nice. You see, you get, you do, you deserve. P/s: Note that I am still alive and healthy. And a very happy birthday to one of my good-eight-months friend, Marcus Tan Li Khee. ( a.k.a Lee Clinic's son ) A year older, more wiser, and less gayer. Whom never fails to make me laugh my eyeballs out in class, or never get caught when he talks and basically, I have to go through the scoldings for him. Always better with him. hahaha happy birthday. infinite xs and os.

On hiatus! be back soon x

2008-08-04T22:18:00.005+08:00

complete it.

where is MR.PERFECT ? :

love [G].

hey bestfriend,

thankyou for this days. (:

2008-08-04T19:14:00.005+08:00

Hola!
Been missing me?
That's what I thought.
I miss you too.

Life has been difficult.
Lately.
But I'm still standing on my feet.
Yay me!
O.k.
Lets get one thing straight.
If you are my just i-know-you friend.
Don't act like you know me.
I suggest you don't shit about any of my other friends.
And i suggest you to pretend to at least like my friend.
If you are around me.
And i will not.
not.
talk shit about your friends ( whoever your friends are ) too.
This goes to the people-
who likes being around someone.
And say inappropriate things in front of someone's face.
this is just simply for people who plans to shit about my friends
(unless it's juicy.. then yeah! hahahaha no i'm serious.)
NO.
Put it this way.
Just.
don't.
shit.
about.
my.
friends.
and i mean, ALL.
And.we.don't.mess.with.you:)

This is for the little kids who do drugs hahahaha
"shut up, don't judge me!" - Marcus.
He gets me.
This post;
is not for anyone.
I'm just saying.
If you just know me.
Don't even think you can start talking about my friends.
BE NICE.. with me.
Or.
I will haunt you down.
I.l.o.v.e.y.o.u.dork-heads!

OKAY. SCRATCH THE POST. I DON'T THINK I'M MAKING SENSE-- AT ALL.
I don't know who to refer it to.
Perhaps to those people who wants to; in Malay: "kenalan" with me hahahahaha
Proper post will be up soon:
Just tell me a topic to write about.
(TAGBOARD. hint. hint. )

Rule #1: Once you make me love you, don't make me hate you. Because, once I hate you. I will always hate you :)

♥

2008-07-26T14:26:00.002+08:00

i miss you.
she.makes.me.smile.like.no.other.

i haven't felt like this for quite some times now.
i don't know how to express it.
every thing is not going my way.
i don't know what i should do, anymore.
Walk away?
Stay?
I'm confused.
I'm upset.
And now i know the feeling of being..
Heart-broken.

i guess, sometime,
it's my turn to face the other side of life, right?
Tears have been rolling down for;
3days now.

One; I'm sorry Nazrin for what happen between us.
Two; I'm sorry K, for bringing it up.
Three; I'm sorry to the rest, for not being a friend you want me to be.
Fourth; and for the dramas i caused.

Everything;
i say. i do.
Seems to be my fault.
And if you want to blame someone.
Someone;
should be me.
This pain might take awhile to heal.
But,
no matter what.
I'll be strong.

.I.don't.want.to.write.anymore.
.Good.bye. :'(

"zaimah, remind yourself:
you cannot be a not happy person, because you're a happy person."

♥

why cant i talk to my bestfriend? ):

2008-07-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

since form 1, we hang out together, go mall, stayed back, watched basketball, go tuition and we have done alot together. until now we are in the same class studying all same subjects, i think. he has been very close to me since he moved from another school. we talk, laugh, gossip, jump, listen, sing and all. i remember teacherrs never really liked us to sit together bcause we can just start any topic you give us and we can talk for the whole day! i guess i really miss how we hang out last timee and all. i really hate it now is dat hes a VERY VERY diffrent guy i know! i cant really talk to him, hang out with him and all shitss. in classs hes this guy who listens to teacher and gets EMO like very easily and shitt! PLSS PLSS PLSS besttfriiennd? class is no fun without yur laughther, jokesm dumb-ness and gossip and commenting about ppl? your gang of guy misses you too! to tell you the trutth. you've changed from this really FUNNY guy who can turn ppl's world from black and white to a COLOURFUL worldd. its really SAD! I MISS YOU BESSTFRIENDD ): i also remember us getting caught playing eassi card, its was fun but ofcourse not the getting caughtt thingg :P OHHSHITT, i didnt realisee dat its jus the past few months dats like dat. it felt like its been a year? i cant reallly figure why that person gets so mad or mayb JEALOUS? him talking to me? is it wrong? its not like hes going to fall in love with me anytime soon? she can talk and laugh and everything with her bestfriends! but the guy have to be theere to talk to her and only her! does it mean he'll just have to stay by her side and listen to FAIRY TALE STORY? you can have your group of friends why not him having a group of frineds by himself? all dat i can say is dat BESTFRIEND YOURE SOO DIFFRENT NOW! pls come back to the old you soon?

IMISSYOU! ):
[G].
(most of you shud know who im talking bout)

ps. [M] i have a scar. 2 lagi. :p

2008-07-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

Best friend.

1.What's his/her full name?
- Lau Brid-Gette :)

2. Does she/he has a bf/gf?
- R. Hopefully.

3. Do you know a secret about HER/HIM?
- Yeah, torary.

4. How old is the person?
-01.01.1993. - 15years old.

5. Has he ever cooked for you?
- nyeh! only her sexy aunties:)

6. Is this person older than you?
- Yes. by ; 4months and 22days.

8. When was the last time you thought of this person?
- After i brush my teeth this morning hahaha

9. Are you related to this person?
- Yes, somewhere along the line. "she muh yo-yo sistaz."

11. Do you have a nickname for each other?
- Yuh, alot. can't think of any right now.

13. How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
-EVERYDAY.

14.Do you think he will repost this?
- maybe.

15. Could you live with this person?
- TOTALLY.

16. Why is this person your number one?
- because she's my best friend, silly. naw, because she knows me better than anyone else :)

17. Have you seen this person cry?
- yes:(

18. How long have you known this person?
- since kidnergarden ( if i'm spelling it right. )

19. Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
- hahahahaha ofcourse!

20. Have you ever had a sleepover with him?
- him? tak. slept in the afternoon. then, "oui" :)

21.If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
- hell to the yeah.

22. Have you ever given this person something?
- my love my heart my soul hahahahahaha

23. Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
- maybe:)

24. Do you know everything about this person?
-i hope so. or imma have to cut my wrist. :P

25. Have you ever made something with this person?
- yuh. couple of things.

26.have you fought before?
- we have our down's.

27. Have you and this person got into a beach?
- went to the beach? Yeah :D

28. Does this person have a scar?
- tak. do you, G?

29. Is he/she on drugs?
- yeah hahahaha. no, fag.

30. Do you know this person's shoe size?
- 7. i'm right, right? right.

31. Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
- yeah. to the beach and basketball.

32. Have you and this person made up a hand shake?
- yuuuuuuuh.

33. Has this person ever seen you dance?
- hahahahahahahahahahahaha all the time!

34. Have you ever heard this person sing?
- absolutely :)

35. Do you know this persons friendster password?
-definitely.

36. Do you know this persons best friend?
- tell me what was this post about again? Only the best, zaimah hahahahaha :)

37. Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
-nope.

38. Does this person cry a lot?
-only if she needs to.

39. Have you and this person went clubbing?
- we don't have clubs in Good'Ol Bru.

40. Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
- Yeah, my presence hahahaha

41. Do you and this person talk a lot?
- Everyminute of everyday!

42. Are you happy with this person?
- Hell yeah

43. Has this person yelled at you?
- mmmmmmhm.

44. Do you love this person?
- so damn much!

45. Do you want to be with him/her forever?
- forever and ever and ever and ever hahahaha.

How well do you know your bestfriend?
P/s: I LOVE YOU, [G]

2008-07-02T19:11:00.003+08:00

Yeah. Yeah. YEAH!
Don't make me go pissed at yo'mama.

"UPDATE!"
"ZAIMAH UPDATE!"
oke,oke.
updating..

School started.
School have been way beyond amazing.
School is awesome.
School is wonderful.
School means friends.
School means torturing teachers.
SCHOOL.SCHOOL.SCHOOL.
But yes.
Seriously.
School's cool.
And i am proud to be in it.
HA!
:)

Here's a little something something for yo'brain.
I made a little passage with ten words.
In Mrs Manik's class/English.
It's "EMO"
So fk that,
don't complain.
Just read.
Hahahahahahahaha.

Words:

Perceptible- that can be seen, heard or noticed.

Slackening- showing a lack of activity; not busy or happening in a positive way.

Crucial- extremely important or necessary.

Deserted- to leave someone without help or in a difficult situation and not come back.

Detached- to separate or remove something from something else that it is connected to.

Ungainly- awkward and without grace in movement.

Endurance- to suffer something difficult, unpleasant or painful.

agony- extreme physical or mental pain or suffering.

Spontaneous- happening or done in a natural, often sudden way, without any planning or without being forced.

Assumed- to accept something to be true without question or proof.

Passage:

"Through the perceptible glass I see, afraid as he seemed, I wondered what he did for the last two weeks, slackening in all the crucial events that happened in school. Through the hallway he walked, facing down, deserted by his friend, detached from the outside world, I see fear in his eyes. I assumed he was scared by the ungainly looks he was given. I wondered how he could endure the agony that he was going through. I even came to think of whether he would put himself to death spontaneously. I knew the only way he could heal his heart was by pulling a trigger. Just once. "

Feel it.
Love it.
P/s: i love my friends!
L.O.V.E.
I'm outta here xx

2008-06-25T18:28:00.004+08:00

My inspiration.

A long post. Leave if you must, or stay and read : )

Have you even wonder:

how many people hates you?
how many people loves you?
how many people fakes infront of you?
how many people take advantage of you?
how many people back stabbed about you?
how many people actually cares about you?
how many people spread rumours about you?
how many people consider you as their trusted-friend?
how many people just enjoy talking nonsense about you?
how many people ______________________ ? ( fill in the blanks. )

I have. But, I think that's just life. What's life, you ask? No exact definition for it. Life is full of up's and down's. "Life's a bitch. Life's complicated. Life tortures me. Life's messed up/fked up." True. Life is, yes, what they say, like a roller coaster. I told my brother once, "If you think life is messed up. Start all over. Because if you chose to stuck in misery, you'll stuck there forever. Like they say, there is always a rainbow after every storm. Wait for you rainbow." Play life like a game. Cause if you think you're a failure at one point, you'll be a failure forever. Be strong, go through. Cause time and life doesn't wait for you. You have to follow through. If ever you get hurt, suicide/cutting yourself is not the way to calm down. Hurting yourself doesn't help much, does it? It's love, friends which heals you.

Life, my life. I think love from friends are enough to be the reason to go through life. Friends are what makes you complete. I thank my friends, and especially them three in the picture above for being in my life. Because if they didn't walk in my life, I wouldn't be what I am today. They thought me how to be strong. Not only that, they walked every step with me. Through thick and thin. "They walk in when the world starts walking away." That's them. I, thank God, I have them. I can safely tell them anything, everything. Any situation. They pulled me up when I'm down, helped me move on, give me their shoulder to cry on. They love me for who I am. They stay with me when I need them. They perish my tears until it turns into a smile. I can write a book, describing about them but the point is, they are what makes me not give a fk about what people say about me, cause with them, nothing matters. I, love, you. G.J.Jas/Kawan Good.

I thought, why bother what people say about you when you have them people who loves you all around you? Why bother stressing up just cause you heard something which is not true about you. Don't pressure yourself on things like that, for all you know, life is too short to worry about things you shouldn't worry about. As long as you know who your true friends are, people who loves you, I think life's complete. I believe, each and every one of us have at least a friend to turn to, to tell everything to. It doesn't matter what people say about you, let them say anything about you, if that's how they play life, let them be happy for once. As long as you're happy, it's fine. As long as you know the truth. Yes, they don't have a life to worry about, so they worry about your life. Jealousy, is what they are. They are everything you're not. Whatever they do, don't break down or cry. Cause if you do, you're a failure. And they would love coming back to you. Be the strongest warrior, fight for what's right. Not fight, not physically fight. Cause if you talk back/fight back, it's just going to make you like a loser, people might think that what they say are all right. Don't bring yourself as low as them. Let them and their unshutable(if there's such word) mouth, say things about you. hurt you, break your heart. but do know, karma is always around the corner for them :)

I know this doesn't help much.
Because I'm not in my emo-mood. ( According to Joann Teoh. )
P/s: My bestfriend, G, will be updating you, with her thoughts, when I'm not around to blog.
And yes, I miss you too. come home soon!
I better go, I have family function in an hour. x
(L)

imissyou ):

2008-06-25T14:00:00.003+08:00

YOU SUCK! iiimiisssssyyyyoooouuuuu. ):

2008-06-23T20:56:00.003+08:00

Today:

x I miss my bestfriend alot.
x I want G, J and Kawan Good bonding-time.
x I want school. Friends, to be exact.
x I want to start life all over.
x I want to undo the things I did.
x I want to keep the things I shouldn't have given away.
x I am confuse.
x I want to rewind back to Raya night, with Nazura.Pesh and Aida.
x I want to be a little girl even for a second.
x I miss the random sleepless nights I have with Badul.
x I want to know what life actually means.
x I miss them boys who i never see anymore ):
x I miss my brother.
x I miss my Grandmother.
x I miss the feeling of being, just. happy.
x I miss it when I don't have to face through down's/low's in life.
x I miss laughing in English Literature Class.
x I miss French class with Alex, Tharindhu and Asha.
x I miss K.

A list of things. For Today.

AND OH,
fuckityfuckfuckfucck.
Did I mention i got a fking position in class!
OMFG.
I got number:
7.
hahahahahahahahahahaha
okay i sound such a noseybitch :)
but what the fking the ever.
I was hoping for a friggin position.
and voila!
HA.

And yes,
Current Addiction:
ALEX AND ROI BITCHES!
And those videos [G] asked me to watch.
They are hillarious.
Like OH EM JEEZ.
nope, i ain't sharing
hahahahahaha

Yes,
K Ataillah is my addiction too :)
SO SHAZUP!

♥ ;
Zaimah.

Should I stay?
Should I go?
Baby, tell me what to do.

imissyou ):

2008-06-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU ):

2008-06-20T03:02:00.001+08:00

.. Heart broken :(

bestfriends are enough (:

2008-06-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

i think bestfriends are more than enough in life. (: i miss you BESTFRIEND ): ill be leaving soon and yes i wil not forget to buy you stuff MISSY.

we hate her dont we? :D

iloveyou.

its gette the COOLEST here.

2008-06-16T21:56:00.004+08:00

this is not that crazy yet (:

hello bestfriend of mine (:

well ill tell you guys how i met this ''oh-so-lovely bestfriend of mine'' its just this year dat im really close to her. NOT exactly we were close friends last time in KINDI and then during primary school we were diff class that means not so close. then she went to MS aft primary 6 then came back again in FORM 2? something like dat. she was like friends only with me whn she came back cse she hangs out with my group of girls. we go out sometimes with our group of friends talk alil laugh ALOT smile MOST! aft PMB we were, you can say alittle closer then NOW we are close then ever. zaimah here is a very lovely girl, shes LAUGHS like a dumb ass but when she makes you laugh you'll be the DUMB ASS. when you're with her you wont stop laughing. MAYBE she'll give you 1 sec then you'll start laughing again till you cry! THAN YOU for helping me with my ups and downs and can be there whenever i need you. there are alot more things to write but im just too LAZY to type everything down. you shud know that ILOVEYOU. (:

love [G].

2008-06-16T12:57:00.002+08:00

WHO THAT?
WHO THAT?
WHO THAT?
WHO THAT?
WHO THAAAAAAAAAT?

ME THAT!

HA.HA.HI. :D
Anyway.
I've been into SO MUCH dramas lately.
Yes, my bestfriend G would know that dang well.
Same goes to my closefriends.

This is for all you nice people who talks shit about MY friends.
Yes, you do know who I'm talking about.
When you talk shit about them,
you make sure you damn know how to confront them.
Don't be pretending saying,
"aw, it's okay. They don't have life wan."
YEAH BITCHES.
you don't have a life,
and you need to fking fix that.
"She's just jealous of you."
Yes, indeed.
YOU are jealous of my friends.
Don't you ever think,
talking shit about someone,
is just, sad?
Especially to the people who NEVER said anything about you.
Better yet, who never talks to you.
OMG GIRL.
FIX YO BRAIN AND DRINK SOME JUICE.
Hurting my friends,
making them cry,
i'll make sure you cry in the end.
i'll make sure karma goes to you.
Don't be asking me who this post is about.
Well if you ever talk shit about my friends,
should be you,right? Right.
Why worry and ask.
:)

Not mad. Just saying.
AND OMG;
WHY THE HELL DO I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH
That includes SHAH-NAZURA-WATY AND NAFISAH-TUL.
:(

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
BESTFRIEND. MESSAGE ME.

♥

2008-06-14T09:14:00.003+08:00

Introducing:
Joann Teoh! ♥

Crowded With Saint Andrewsians(:

WHUZAP?
I am fine, thanks for asking.

I'm going to start blogging.
Possibly, always.
As i promised Joann Teoh :]

What happened in English Literature, Joann? :)
Here.
Hillarious!

Mrs Manik: " When you come back for class, make sure all of you are ready with Shakespeare's book."

Me: " awkeh (: Cher, who's the author for Shakespeare?"

Mrs.Manik: "omg zaimah, that's the author name. hahahahaha."

(everyone started laughing.. ;p)

Me: "Heheee. What's the title of the book?"

Mrs Manik: "As you like."

Me:" So, i can bring anything?"

Mrs Manik: " ZAIMAH OMG! Thats the name of the book!"

Me: "OH :D"

Hahahahahahahahahaha, yeah.
Can you say,
Bimbo-much!
I miss you, Jo.
Should've come! ):

And Moh'foers.
The pictures above.
Was on Thursday.
Our last day of school.
HA!
Yay.
SUCK ON IT BIOTCHES.
We had an awesome trip to Mall, Gadong.
Yeah, bitches(:
We cool.
Watched KungFu Panda.
Cracked me up.

FCUFKAHDHFKAHAKDHJSKAJAKSHNDJKSS.
WTF DO I MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH
:(

AH, i miss [G] i miss [J] i miss KAWAN GOOD.
15days.
Just. 15.days.
omfg, 15 days!
it's retardedly long :(
fif.teen.da.ays.
*fuck that.

Baby, i miss you.
I'll be seeing you,
tomorrow
(:

2008-06-09T10:00:00.006+08:00

Five of the important people in my life.

THE Pamintuan,Lim and Relax (:

My Filipino-friend 8)

Hahahahahahahahahaha.
The picture pangit, he's HANDSOME in real life(:

Sexy? I think so too.

My best people comes from McDouGall :)

Sexiest..

Like his sister :o)

Girlfriends.

Spot a Danson.

(L) Mark Jay Lim Pamintuan, Fon Yih!

Go ahead and Guess who.

My so-called "loving" husband.

Always; My Bestfriend (:

Who is this post for? : )
None other than my love; Joann Teoh.
Whoah, whoah.
I bet you feel loved now. lol.
This is for you, for being lazy to even attend sports day!
Imma kill you.
hahahahahahahahahaha.
omgomgomgahsnsjanznasjd,
have you studied for English Literature exam? :O

Ofcourse, Danson won.
McDougall second.
Cornwall third.
Hollis, last.

Yep, Jo.
The reason why you don't see lot of pictures, it's because;
I came at almost 3 8)
and my sonofabitch camera died 30minutes after I came.
The end of the event was awesome
but
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
my camera had to be a bitch :(

And [G]: me namau post the picture you took in the toilet.
It's..
SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK! 8O

ANYWAY.
Humans, we had Environment Day on,
Thursday :)
We all look like trees, except this little kid,
who was wearing black-yellow stripes.
Which made him looks like a bumble-bee B)
Naw, no pictures.
Cause I thought we weren't allowed to bring one that day :(
That's about it, i guess.

Study zaimah, Go.
No.
Yes.
NO.
OH SHUT UP.

Sorry. It's one boring post.
I have no mood for being, "horridly bitchaaaay!"

K, you're so fly.
You're the only one who can
blow my mind (:

2008-06-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

Please let this moment last, dear God.

NIGHTMARE?
naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
school was alright.
..nope, in fact, it was absofabo.

What was school all about?
- Dismissed at 11:30. i had no freaking idea! :}
- Laughed too much. (Every second of every minute!)
- Rhymes we did :)
- Ashiq and I hit Reza and.. Hamzi. hahahahaha shouting, " bida. *hit. bida *hit."- okay you don't get me:]
- Got scolded by lovely Mister Kenneth Chin.
- Laughed.
- and yeah, laughed? B)
- and ohmyfuckingad, I think I'm going to have a position for exams. Hopefully. hopefully.
- and da.di.du.blah-blah.
-You don't need to know.

Forget about the above.
Shitsolame.

Anyway.
I've been thinking.
What if, take for example, I, die tomorrow.

How many people would cry for me?
Even if they did, how long would it last?
Would they think about me after a week?
Would they think about me when they see a girl laugh so loud?
Would they even, think about the past with me in it?
.. simpler, erase the above--

"would they even think of me, for just a second, a day, at least."

Or. will I be perish from their life?
Will I be like an old news,
which fades day by day.
What if.

"absolutely-a-yes-for-you-A."

♥

2008-06-01T20:16:00.005+08:00

Yes, I miss you. alot.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH :O
YEAH. "AH" you back!

Anyway-
I'm counting the days until :
Holidays come B)
My brother is coming home. "OMFGAGZGADNHDOSABAJAANAN!"
My shitty-dramas are all over.
Next french class 8)
and yeah da.da.da.da.blah.

Whatever.
I had the most wasting-my-time,
plus. bonding time with my cousins in the afternoon.
waste.my.time.
Why?
Cause we didn't even get to see the big-nosed monkey!
OR
even the friggin 10feet crocodile
:(
six bucks.
SIX FRIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGIN DOLLARS.

Hahahahahaha over-exaggerating much?
:)
But it was, all well-spent!
School's back.
Tomorrow!
which means- nightmare.

It's true when they say:
" You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view... Until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it. "

Naw, I'm done with you.
He's right.
You don't know what you're losing.

2008-05-31T17:47:00.003+08:00

HOW ARE YOU SHUGARSH? :}

I had to sit down and hear my "loving" mother yip.yap.yip.yap.
For two, God damn long hours.
Pisses.me.off.

I do think I sound, horribly, bitchier in my new blog hahahaha.
I still am me.
Promise!

Anyway,
I have to atleast improve ten marks for second assessment test.
Naw, shoot. I am just kidding.
No.. wait.
I'm serious.
Why do I sound like a geek? or perhaps, a NERD. :O

STUDY.STUDY.STUDY.STUDY.STUDY.
But.. I don't want to.
Oh shut up you spoiled brat.

How can I actually believe in.. us?

♥

HELLO NOSEY-LOVA.

2008-05-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah; that's right. I'm back, my bubblegum heads:)

I know, i know. It looks lousier than the last one.
But it doesn't matter, so be thankful you nosey bubble wobble.
I created a new one, for all you lovers:)
HERE'S an update to my life:

1. "Zaimah has got a boyfriend, ya heard?" NO. I DO NOT have a boyfriend, Thankyou.
2. "Zaimah just broke up a week ago?" Hell no.
3." OMG. She's dating that dude?" Naw, no one. I'm not dating/liking/loving.

So make it clear. and daaaaaaang, I'm hungry :O

Anyway,
I wanted to go out today.
:(
Gain an extra 5kg at Coffee beans, perhaps?
wait, no.
I am all Flabby already.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
well, whatever. you get my point.

I'm stuck with all time high-school dramas.
AND ZOMGWTFWJBXJNSBAJK MY EXAM PAPERS ARE ALL MOTHERF'ING HORRIBLE.
But oh well, thanks to my "awesome" teachers for almost ruining my brain :)

I need a study partner, soon.
Like seriously.

CHEERS xxx